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thedarkheir) wrote2009-01-21 08:17 pm
thedarkheir) wrote2009-01-21 08:17 pm
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...Seriously what the hell?
The nightmares will not stop! They're definitively not normal... did they do something to me?
I'm dreaming that I'm someone else every night, always dying - always at the claws of a monster. And I can no longer be around blood - any kind of blood. I had to go vegatarian or buy pre-cooked meat to get around the nausea.
I'm wondering... I think whoever those cowled freaks are, I think they put in these 'fail-safes' in some stupid attempt to make sure I would never become him! I don't want to be him either, but this is not how I want it to be done!
Is the mental block suppose to prevent me from knowing this... or is there something else? Did I find out who they are?
The nightmares will not stop! They're definitively not normal... did they do something to me?
I'm dreaming that I'm someone else every night, always dying - always at the claws of a monster. And I can no longer be around blood - any kind of blood. I had to go vegatarian or buy pre-cooked meat to get around the nausea.
I'm wondering... I think whoever those cowled freaks are, I think they put in these 'fail-safes' in some stupid attempt to make sure I would never become him! I don't want to be him either, but this is not how I want it to be done!
Is the mental block suppose to prevent me from knowing this... or is there something else? Did I find out who they are?